THE LAST SHOW
Mexico City, Europe and the Journey of CD1334

What a journey. I just got back from Mexico and this was such a great show. The fans where there %100. I have to hand it to them because the conditions were harsh I thought at one point we were not going to be able to finish with out one of us dying of a heat stroke.

All that aside it was one of the best shows I preformed for in my entire career. Thank you! I want to make clear I haven't forgotten the people in Europe and appreciate being able to share this experience with them also. Every show was a success in my eyes. During this adventure I never forgot my reasons I was doing this. To bring up front, I did not need to do this, it was out of love and respect I went forward with it.

I miss Rozz and have been living with a hole in my heart to the point that I could not perform our touch music for 7 years after his death. I was scared to step into his shoes at the Fonda show the first show I stepped up on the stage and broke down, it took so much for me to pull myself back together so I could walk up to that mic and sing. Very overwhelming. As each show pasted I realize each and every time I sing his words was like the audience and I sang together as a cheers to Rozz and not at him.

Thank you for allowing me this healing time. Thank you for the fans and for the band, being there. We had more of our share of hard times thrown at us but all along I kept in mind that I know why I am doing this and the lies will only be bought by people that are misinformed and unwilling to find out.

It boggles my mind the craziness that follows Christian Death. This is not like any other band. On one hand you have the feud, the Haters, the sour apples, the pettiness. I refuse to mention names for I feel most of it is childish games which I have no time for. On the other hand you have the love the respect and community of hands showing their undying support. These are the ones I give thanks.

I appreciate the fans asking me what I think of this or that thing they heard but in the same time I can not bring myself to respond to something that I feel does not matter. I did not do this to win a war or even battle for a past unjust. Remember I did not do this for fame or money I have my own music career. This was done as an event, a time that comes only once.

I am happy that we could bring fulfillment to people that never had a chance to hear these sacred songs live. I know it would of been better with Rozz Williams singing but as we all know this is impossible. So it was the fans and I belting out the words of one of the most amazing men that walked this earth. ROZZ WILLIAMS.
I am what I am not
DEAD
Eva O

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